January 2010
I woke up Looking LIKE A RACCOON.
yes, I couldn’t sleep all night. Felt all sweaty and had a stuffy nose. My whole family is sick (literally!). Today, I did community service. Now THAT is five hours down MY belt! Including the last one. Okay let’s summarize.
Lacrosse Game: 3 hours.
Breath of Life Walk: 1 hour
Randell Museum: about 1-2 hours?
and today was 5 hours! That’s 11 hours! Yay!
Crap. Now I feel...
“Hi Maxine! (just in case you did get too curious ;D)”
– ME!
The Failure...
I decided to weigh myself and I realize that I am 0.1 pounds over the weight I want to be. So, I attempted to lose 0.2 pounds by running up and down the stairs repeatedly. After a breathtaking moment, I went to check again. I gained .1 pounds.
....
With all this anger boiling inside me, I just want to boil over and explode.
Find a time in my busy day, so I can just freely unload.
A day spent happy, is a day spent well.
But why couldn’t I stop myself as I slowly fell?
No one to talk to, no one to scream for.
Everything just lay hidden, behind that heavy door…
So many unwilling, all are simply just judging.
Going nowhere,...
One of these days....
I know I’m going to regret it.
that I would realize all the mistakes I didn’t have to make.
and Just everything maybe fake.
Let all restart. Let’s all press pause and just rewind. Wouldn’t it be just great if we were all children again….
I do not like Mexican Food
My family and I went to eat Mexican food at Chevy’s today. I can’t say I like mexican food too much. Too cheesy, too peppery, too HEART BURNY. Blegh, I don’t like eating things that have more than 1k calories in one single sitting. (Well maybe i eat it all the time, but I have no idea how many calories I eat.) So, now I’m sitting on the couch, upstairs typing on my laptop....
“This little light of mine; I’m gonna let it shine!”
– PBS Kids song
1/22/10
I keep putting 09 instead of ‘10. But everytime I change it, I think about how pretty it is.
Today was quite rainy. It was a pretty cold rainy too. I could see my breath in the air!! It was fun during lunch. We wondered around on the Quad and just walked around with our umbrellas. The ground was all shiny and stuff. Had a pretty decent day. I think I acted a bit weird today. Stupid me. Stop...
Rainy, Rainy...
It’s so RAINY! Apparently, another severe storm is about to hit. Yay! I like storms, finally something exciting that’s going to happen once every never. I went out of the building today and it was raining practically buckets, with wind to spare! I was drenched thoroughly after just five minutes of sauntering. My shoes were wet to my socks and it sloshed everytime I took a step. My...
I know I'm hurting you....
But I don’t know what to do. A part of me can’t live without you, but another part begs to be free. Such contradicting sides in my head that won’t seem to shut UP. You’re too nice….I was rereading through our old conversations and it made me smile. I realize all over again why I fell for you. Because you’re sweet, because you care genuinely. I think I should...
Lava.
I’m jumping into lava here. Should I do it? Should I not? Should I put my foot down and just end it? Or should I wait and see?…
But the finals are over, there is something we can actually celebrate about. Today, Coco and Jasmine came to my house. We bought cheese fries and then drank some Lemon Tea with some hot Cheetos. We watched Air Bud and then Mall Cop; surprsingly they have it...
Finals are Tomorrow
The other good thing about finals is that we get to leave early and basically do NOTHING. The bad thing is that we do tests for about two effing hours. So, I guess I have English down my belt, Physics is a bit of a challenge for me, so I don’t think I’mma get a very good grade on that. Geometry is just a winger, I can’t say I know it, but i cant say I don’t know it. I guess...
~(*__*)~ 1/05/09
BLame it on the pop!
Blame it on the dance~
Blame it on the ROCK and ROLL!
That must be the best song ever remixed. Lessee. Well, everything with me and David are back to normal. I like him a lot, damn, I sound like a cheesy girlfriend. Oh well. OH, OH!
Is it a tree? No. Is it a bird? Maybe! Is it a DUCK?! CLOOSE! But NOO, it’s a PLATYPUS! :D
Such an amusing creature. I should really...